8mine-rs

OK, the title seems odd. I was planned to make it odd. So, let it be =p. Thanks to Rina who gave me an extra-thing-to-do-as-if-I-am-idle [*no offense, Rinc :))], thus I'm thinking about getting back to my "home", this blog, that has been abandoned for nearly a month [*where have you been, Bung =p?]. To make it short and sharp, let's begin the 8mine-rs, revealing myself in eight categories. Let's roll :

1. Punctual

I hate being tardy. I don't like to make others waiting for me. I hate the ones who are sluggish and tend to not considerate about time. My fast-walking style represents this dominant personality of mine. People who make an appointment with me and failed to meet the time as scheduled will receive the creepy-and-sharp-tongued of me; bonus : my sour-face. My mood will completely ruined with extra lame excuses such as "traffic jam", "sorry I need to do something first", "sorry I fell asleep", and the most unforgivable one : "I forgot". But recently, I feel like I changed a little bit. I'm trying to comprehend the situations and my mood quite well, as much as I'm trying to forgive the tardy-lovers.

2. Responsible and a Helping-hand

This one is already being confirmed by others :D. But I can feel inside that I have this thingy. Once someone asked me to do something and I agreed to help, I'll do whatever it takes to fulfill it. Somehow, this one relates to my difficulty in refusing someone's maydays alarm even in my busiest moment. It's even boldly seen on my prologue greetings, on YM for example, "Ya, ada yang bisa saya bantu?". Oh my...I did sound like a personal assistant, didn't I :))? There are times when I feel that with this kind of characters, I can be easily exploited by others. But well, much of the time I also think that this-is-the-way-to-do-a-lot-of-good-deeds, helping others, lillahi ta'ala. 

3. Optimistic

This character is quite dominant in me aside from punctual. On the certain time, I can be very stressful, down, or blue, but I can turn it back in mere short time. I'm very grateful that Allah gave me this kind of nature, thus I won't wasting my time to drown in the sea of grieves or sorrows when I'm encountering difficulties.

4. Naturally a home-girl

It's true. I'm a home-girl by DNA. I love staying at home and enjoying my time with my family. Home is definitely my comfort zone. That's why I found it a torture to be away from home and apart from my family, not to mention that I'm very bad in adapting with the new environment. I can be a cry-baby when I miss my family. For this one, after staying here for more than two years, I'm getting better in terms of surviving without my family around :D.

5. Boyish outside Girlish inside
I know that these are such an opposite characters. But, that's for real. When I was in the Elementary School, believe it or not, I was joining the modern dance club and once in a while took part in the local competitions; ehm, with pompoms as my regular accessories :)). When I entered Junior High, I started to wear a veil, thus I halted my activity in the dance club. Therefore, I started to join another extracurriculars, such as marching and taekwondo. The last one was lasted until my college time. Those activities were somehow influencing my characters. It's my nature to ignore makeups and go for plain looks =p. Contrarily, I can be fancied cute-girlish accessories. I can be very harsh but I can be very caring, too. All depends on the circumstances :D.

6. Easily "ilfeel"

I don't find a perfect word in English to replace "(h)ilang feeling". So, let's just use it. Yes, if I encounter something that I don't like from someone, especially if it against my most noteworthy things (such as : "lebay", blabbermouth or "NATO (No Action Talk Only)), I will "ilfeel" with he/she for an instance. After that "ilfeel" occurs, it's extremely hard for me to be friendly with that particular person. I will simply ignore him/her and pretend that he/she is not exist in this world. *Sadis

7. Jutek outside Bawel inside

People's first impression on me are usually the same. They will describe me as "jutek", creepy, as well as hard to get along with. Well, these might be true. I don't like to be over-friendly or sok-kenal-sok-dekat with someone new. Hence, it's kind of rare to see me start the conversations with someone else. But once I feel comfortable with someone, I can be very talkative. V.E.R.Y =p. Well, it actually depends on the situations and the people. Nonetheless, there are times when I can be very "autistic" and just want to be alone. I think most people are also like that.

8. Extravagant

As being boldly said by my own brother ["... Jangan boros. Kamu itu selalu ga tahan kalau lihat gadget baru. Sudah beli apa saja sejak kembali ke Taiwan, eh? ...."], I found it very hard for me to safe money. *Gaahh. I can be easily spending my money for my favorite stuff, especially gadgetry Y-Y.