(Maybe) he's not that ignorant...but still...

I know it sounds weird and too sudden, but let me introduce my advisor...

Instead of having a lecturer respectful figure, he's unbelievably look like a high school student (*trust me). Well, it would be "rude" if i spill out my annoyance here (*besides, who knows that maybe someday he will read my blog? ;p). Errrr, i will just describe him as an INSENSITIVE-LACK OF RESPONSIBILITY (young) man (*that irritates me the most).

Actually, after i knew that "this guy" will become the most important person in my academic life here, i....was....FREAKED OUT (*mourning_MODE_STILL_ON). What would i be...what would my study be...what would my next-2-years-future be...if i lay my "life" on him ? (*brain dead) 

OK...OK...let's stop talking all those horrible things about him (*hey, who started it after all ;p ?). Well, because last night, something's happened and....i'm kinda changed my mind (*a bit) about him. (*Sigh)...so, all in all, i can say that this is actually "my fault". Why is that ? Because i pictured myself as a tough-girl-can-do-everything-by-myself (*did I ???? ~~~~> Arrrrgggghhhh...maybe) to him. That's why, last night he said this things:

"I knew that you are able to taking care of your own problems". "I also knew that you are very religious" (* WHATTTT ???? ~~~~~> it's not even correlated, Sir) ."As long as i still can see you hang in there and alive...i feel relieved".

Ahahahaha...haaaa...haa...ha ~~~~~~> i felt like all of my energy was zapped by dementor after i heard his "confession". Sooooo, that's the story.

But somehow, i think he still needs to learn A LOT to be a good adviser. Ohhhh...please...i'm new here...i only have ONE English teaching course for this semester...i barely able to read what so called CHINESE CHARACTERS (*I can't even submitting the courses i want to take (=KRS-an in Indonesian) ...BY MYSELF). So, for the sake of "humanity"...pay more attention, Sir !

Why ? Warum ? Doushite ?

Why on earth this ridiculous things happened ?

I've became the member of this blog since Dec 2007, but this is my first posting (*never mind, no need to answer that question ^^). 

To be honest, before today, i don't really have even a slight of confidence in doing what so called blogging-stuff. Hontou desu yo. But i guess day by day, the needs of blurting things out from my mind and heart are getting irresistible (*gosh...pathetic ;p). That's also why this blog named "every cloud has a silver lining" (*i hope that i can (always) see even the slightest positive side of every single problem i've faced, especially here, when i'm far far away from my family and have to survive on my own).

So, here i am right now, "officially" become a blogger. Yokoso, Bung ^o^....